about aya — !!
she / her, 20↑, intp | sx/sp - 5w4 - 514, feb-pisces, bpd + asd • jirai + lolita + denji riako + asa kinnie • nigerian + italian • switzerland, eng/ger OK
"tired of my inability to maintain a lasting relationship with another human being. i'm just tired. maybe i'd be better off dead."
byf !!
i most likely won’t follow back if you’re born after 08 — i ( soft ) block freely, feel free to ask why — i don’t do f4f so pls don’t ask. if i haven’t followed you back i probably missed the notif or you fit my dni / dnf
art by koko
dnf / dni !!
basic dni ( shedtwt OK ) — kin / yume doubles or friends with one — selfdxs personality disorders as a minor — csmtwt — asa / denji / asaden haters — fidlist doubles
"...because i have no idea what's right or wrong. my life is just... one long string of attempts to avoid making mistakes."
| (˵ •̀ ᴗ •́ ˵ ) ✧ denji’s yayy’s !! |
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| aya’s cooking, going on dates, hugs and cuddles, caramel flan, forehead kisses, traveling, penguins |
| ( • ᴖ • ｡ ) denji’s eww‘s.. |
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| rude people, liars, people who disrespect aya, authority figures, math, reading and writing |
..why we love each other !!..
| denji has a hard time making sense of, and communicating his thoughts, so as someone who tends to over-explain herself, aya was able to slowly teach him how to process things in a healthier way, which is something denji really appreciates. he also loves food and aya loves cooking and baking and even if she sometimes gets insecure about it. he is always super supportive and encouraging, goes for seconds and finishes everything on his plate. they understand and complete each other really well in so many ways. he appreciates the small things aya does for him and always thanks her for it, which makes her feel needed and loved. he kinda sucks at comforting people, but aya doesn’t really mind since even his small gestures like offering her water and tissues are more than enough. |
| boundaries !! |
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| my feelings towards denji are very real, so i am strictly non-sharing. the only cc x cc ship i am comfortable with is asaden because i am asa. any other ship oc x cc and cc x cc makes me uncomfortable. we also celebrate his birthday on the 22nd of september. more about that here !! |
..about denji’s birthday !!..
| since denji never got an official birthday i used a little bit of critical thinking skills, astrology and numerology to give him a birthday. until he gets an official birthday i will be celebrating his birthday on 22.09. here’s a summary of my theory. |
| the aki / gun devil incident happened on the 12.09. from there on denji had enough time to inherit half of akis money and get himself and power an apartment with that. they then spend some time trying out new foods and playing video games. i theorized that all of this was maybe in a span of 10 days. after this denji goes out to get ice cream, where makima finds him and takes him to her place where soon after power shows up with his birthday cake. |
| using numerology and astrology ( i’m just a bit silly ) i decided that denji must be a virgo and have 4 as his life path number. he’s born in 1980 so to get a 4 and still make him a virgo he’d have to be born on 22.09.1980 — this also adds up with the appropriate timeline of part 1. |
| boundaries !! |
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| therefore, please respect that i celebrate his birthday on 22.09. i’d be happy if my oomfs joined the celebrations so everyone is welcome to wish him a happy birthday ^^ |
my fidelity agreements !!
mitaka asa - csm
demi + falling - csm
yoshida horifumi - csm
hayawaka aki - csm
wanderer/scara - genshin impact
tartaglia - genshin impact
wriothesley - genshin impact
lyney - genshin impact
albedo - genshin impact
kafka - honkai star rail
anaxa - honkai star rail
itoshi rin - bllk
hiori yo - bllk
malleus + idia - twst
leona - twst
kazutora - tokyo rev
barbatos - obey me
kaoru - bandori
ryoji kaji - eva
naru - enstars
alice yabusame - yttd
ramattra - overwatch
rules /ᐠ ˵> ⩊ <˵マ !!
these are my friends partners. if you are a double of someone in this list you can still follow, but i won’t follow back. i only do mutual fidelity unless stated otherwise. if you’d like to be added, feel free to ask !!